EVERYBODY, EVERYBODY, EVERYBODY!

I got one question for you? Who was fucked up in 2002? Oh yes that would be John Dewey. Since I implemented this new template I lost comments which I will once again say, son of a bitch about. But I also have gained access to a much easier way of navigation, and with now working in web company I should know websites are all about navigation. With this added navigation I decided to start reading my old archives, which I do from time to time. This time I pretty much read all close to 1000 posts in 2002, sure this took some time, but while eating my panera Brocoli and Cheddar soup what the fuck else did I have to do.

So I am guessing there are only a few people who have read almost every single post on this blog. I will start off with Jim Z, the reason I believe he has is because he has never seemed to have much to do, plus he is always intersted in other peoples business. The other reason being, him and Maxwell once got extremely drunk and decided to go through all my old blog entries and laugh at them if I remember correctly. I am not sure who really likes to get drunk then read blogs, but hey I guess whatever gets you going. I also believe Dan has read a majority of them, as he has reminded me a few times that I pretty much have nothing to say. Lastly, I would say that Leighan has read all of them, since I started dating her at the end of '02 it would only make sense that should would want to background check the wierd fucker with long hair that she fell in love with at first sight (or so I can make myself believe).

Anyways - reading through old posts I have quite a few thoughts. The first was why the hell was I always so depressed? I mean, I guess this was a period in time where I didn't have a girlfriend, so I must not have felt loved or I don't know and I really don't know if I want to get into it on a blog, but I will say while Leighan and I have had our fights and squables she really has bettered my life qutie a bit. I seem much more happy, and I don't hate nearly as many people (probably >1,000) so thats an imporvement and who knows what another couple years could do to me, I may start respecting everyone. The other question is what happened to all these people who were my friends there are so many that are not just gone, and even some that I may have some contact with they really could care less. It is kinda crazy how much life changes in just half a decade, I have gone from a punkass kid to a noble man of business (do not debate me on this). I do still have most the same core friends Jim and Jim are as gay and retarded as ever. Andy other then getting ready for the marriage part of life is still one of the hardest guys ever to argue with, and perhaps that is what dictated his choice of profession. Dan is well, still Dan and a very hard guy to describe. Marie is still my brother who is good for a laugh every 4-6 months. And with the subtraction of many friends also comes some additions including EJ, who I don't know how I could move on in life witout letting everyone know he doesn't have an arm (which I really don't think he enjoys me telling everyone, but he will humor me for the sake that he believe he is smarter then me and he wants ignorant John to be able to get some enjoyment out of life) and I have become better friends with Dave J, but that wasn't his choice he decided to live with me.

ok I would go on with this sentimental babble, but the super bowl yesterday was gay enough. I would ask Jim Z to please help me out with something since he doesn't have anything better to do. Please find the first time I started drinking again. my guess is it will be in 2003, notice in 2002 I rip all people who drink, let it also be known I wrote a 10 page case study about how binge drinking was retarded and I wanted all those people to die. From now ony you can call me Mr. Hypocrite if you like.

Thanks and enjoy your day.